Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Lost

I'm feeling a little lost these days. I really have no reason. For the most part my life is great. Kristi should have baby Molly anytime now. Zach just got a job. Justin got a great summer internship. So everyone is employed. Everyone is healthy. I went with Ron to his last race in San Antonio. I don't know, maybe that started it. The last, and only other time, we were in San Antonio was for Nick's graduation from Basic training. It brought back so many memories. Don't get me wrong, I think about Nick everyday. It is just weighing extra heavy on my heart right now.
I love the new Hawaii 50 TV show on CBS. I guess it makes me feel connected to Nick. I always check out the back ground shots, and wonder if Nick and Lindsay have been there.

Then my mind wonders, does he think of us? Does he miss us? Does he wish he could just pick up the phone and hear our voice?


Or is it just me?

2 comments:

Lori said...

It's definitely not just you, I think about them every day too. I like to think they do the same. Love you Mom.

Anonymous said...

I love you Kathy.